miercuri, 10 iunie 2009

sometimes you can't help but lie to yourself


it's weird,isn't it ... how you wake up one day and realize that something that
was yours, that something you believed belonged to you isn't there anymore.
you start thinking when you lost it. when it stopped being yours and how that
will change you.
you can't believe that you didn't see the signs because it's so clear now.
and you wonder if the other person noticed it too.
maybe they didn't, but can't help but feel that you were the only one in the dark
you feel sad, you shed a tear. you ask yourself if you could have done something
different.
it's a useless question. you can't change thing back no matter how much you try.
you're going to have to let it go and that hurts a lot.
but the pain will go away one day ... or at least that's how you keep lying to
yourself.

one day ...